Intoxicate ME.

2006-11-29T04:15:00.000-08:00

MOVED LARR www.xanga.com/jerkette_q

2006-09-22T02:50:00.000-07:00

MY GOD. I'm bored.

LOL. meet widad my retarded friend.

LMAO.

2006-09-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

PO READ HERE! lol.

Replied email from seller:

hello dear(: wow cheerleader!haha..it goes on one side unless you want both but there will be extra charges to it depending on what u want on the other side (: please leave ur number and requests for the bags...what u want written etc for each bag and colour of the bag

So how? If we order more than 3 bags it'll be 12dollars each.
Design on one side? How about we put the word "cheerleader" then a drawing of a cheer girl then put our name at the bottom of the gerl?

something like this?Ignore my UGLYFUDGELY DRAWING.LOL!
tell me what you think ya! =))

So anyway i had the WEIRDEST dream ever this morning.
It was surreal! It was me and dearestlove surrounded by this group of hooligans!
Guess what they were armed with?? SCREWDRIVERS!!
LIKE OHMYGOSH. WHATHEEFUCK RITE?!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA....
But it was FREAKIN SCARY! It was so real, i could feel the intense fear,though it was a DREAM!
So we ran and ran..
TILL I DONT KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED(lol),BUT mydearestlove GOT STABBED!!
NOW COMES THE FREAKY PART..
I panicked,my heart was racing,i was hugging him tightly and he looked at me with those " i'm leaving,i'm gonna die.." eyes.
(HAHAHAHHAHAA...FUCK DAMN DRAMA SERIAL LAR!)
And tears started to stream down my cheeks.
And guess what? I woke up and my eyes and cheeks felt WET!
I was actually crying!!
FREAKKKKKKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY with a beeegmegahuge 'F'!
I've never had this kind of dream before.
It freaked me out. Somebody tell me what it means. lol.

Yesterday went to catch 'pulse' with widad! I thought i would have a nice time laughing at her getting scared but i got scared too!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA.
Fast-paced and i didnt dare look at the screen for some parts.
HAHAHAHAHHAA. The last time that happened was when i watched the ring and exorcist.
That long haired sadako and the possessed girl creeps me out till now.
Alrite alrite. Whatever ah.
So widad and me Cam whored in the neoprint shop( no we didnt use the machine to take photos,we used widad's digicam insted.lol!) and the toilet.
=))))))))))))))))))))))
Saw shariff! mugging! HAHAHAHHA!

Stoopid jafni called just now. Idiot,i DID reply him last night saying i wont be coming to watch the movie and there he was yelling on the phone,calling me a wet blanket and spoil-er.I told him it wouldnt make any difference if i dont go.He said it does cos there'll be one person less to poke fun at! MORON! HAHAHAHA.
" bye lar! bye lar! we all wont miss you!" and he ended the call! THAT GUY AH!
I wont miss you lar asshole but i miss the rest! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Here i am bored and hungry cos i'm fasting. HAHAH.

toodles! =))

I WANNA WATCH JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!

MONDAY IS DOOMSDAY. AHH!

2006-09-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

i want one of these!! HAHA.

2006-09-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

Something doesnt feel right. why do i feel this way? It sucks.

2006-09-14T04:22:00.000-07:00

Po! want to make cheer bags? http://www.funkypunkyspunkymonkey-inc.blogspot.com/

scroll down. the FOURTH last!selling at $12.Can put our names and Cheerleader! lol.

2006-09-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH. It's already 11 42pm. GOD. PHYSICSS.

Oh hell, it's times like this when i wished i had studied way much earlier.

CANT TAKE IT.

I need to RUN MORE.

2006-09-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

i'm weak.

2006-09-02T22:23:00.000-07:00

well i feel like ranting.

I dont understand my dad really. He's like the most unsupportive father/HUSBAND ever.
Yeah, yeah you're always the SAINT. You said we're a burden to you.WOW,thanks DAD. Maybe working together with mom would HELP. GOSH.

I was watching my supersweetsixteen yesterday and my god this kids are super lucky. Filthy rich piggs. HAHA. And so it got me thinking if i ever have a daughter next time i would spoil her rotten. I want her to have what i couldnt have now. HAHA. Seriously. HAHAH.

Subject: thank you for a wonderful teacher's day
Hi S66

I appreciate your effort and time spent on the presentation. I enjoyed it thoroughly and I am sure this will become part of my fun and sweet memories for the years to come.

I hope to see everyone of you have a successful life ahead and do not forget the time we have spent together.

Thank you to all of you. Do not forget to sign up for the holiday lessons :)

Regards,
Mr Ng
.

LOL. Well i enjoyed teacher's day. The video was definitely hilarious. I love S66! HAHA!

And of cos the boy! 10 months! =)))))))))

This entry is redundant. HAHAH.

2006-08-30T08:12:00.000-07:00

New skin. Got bored of the previous one. But i still dont like this one. well yeah whatever.

My computer mouse's being a bitch.It's not functioning properly.Like fuck.
I cant even copy and paste things.Hence the missing chatbox & links. So umm anyways i dont feel like updating this thing for the time being.

GP paper stank like your poo. Paper 2?! Snakes on the plane's totally gruesome.

So yeah.Bye.

2006-08-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

ARGHHH. I wanna be 43kg. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2006-08-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

i loveee this sonnng.

NO TOMORROW. i wish. heh.

2006-08-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day 2006, the last performance for the seniors or should i say the PIONEERS OF INNOVA JC CHEERLEADING TEAM.-heartshearts-

I still remember when i thought cheerleading was a CCA meant for low down bimbos jumping around with dumb poms poms. I bet many have that thinking. BUT i still do not like the idea of cheering with pom poms.Sadly, i've performed with pom poms before. JDKJADNKHJADNKNAUDMXK! HAHA. BUTT gosh i didnt think it was something that gave me life in IJC. Behaving like total a BIMBO after looooonggg mundane & dull lessonss is just the perfect anti-drug. It's amazing how i have the strength to cheer,scream and carry people when i'm like almost lifeless when it comes to studies. LOL.Of cuss the fun comes from the people in adastra my cheermates. =)) FUNNY & WACKY POEPLE i feel so attached to them. I mean the late night trainings, the sweat, the politics , the happiness,the jokes,the laughters and everything nice! it's just soo unforgettable.

Yesterday was the farewell bash at sentosa. It was fun.
-watermelon eating
-Stunting in the water
-beach bummed like 3 quarters of the time there HAHAH!
-gossiped ( a must in the cheersquad. Even the guys like justin & jafni loves gossipin now! haha!)

lastly,the prize presentation!
The Juniors gave the gerlies kinky thongs & badges! HAHA! while the guys gt us handphone sock & badges! haha.
Po gt voted the Sexiest cheerleader!
Ricca strongest cheerleader!
Justin the wackiest cheerleader!
ME the favourite cheerleader! =)
AND THE BEST CHEERLEADER GOES TO THE SUPA FLY-er JAMIE!
HAHAHA.

We gave dear coach a personalised adastra doll! Adastra costume handsewn by supa flyer jamie! it's real cute. =))

BTW JAFNI IS A TOTAL tweep.
i'm reading po's blog and found this ( cut and paste! LOL!)
Po: who needs tanning oil? get from me
the stewpidtweep: i want! i want!
the stewpidtweep: oh it's protective! (apparently he thought it was sunblock)
thestewpidtweep: it says apply generously...

AND WADDYAKNOW THAT STEWPIDTWEEP APPLIED LIKE TONS OF IT ON HIS BODAYYEEH!
and when he realised it's tanning oil and not sunblock he CURSED AND SWEAR AND JUMPED AROUND cuss he was roasted!! LMAOO. for further details read po's blog.
thanksmucho juniors.

some of us went to eat. We realised that Adastra might soon be no more. =(
SAD.

I LOOOOOOVEE ADASTRA!!! I'll MISSS YOUUUUU GUYSSSSS!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO!!!

OMYGAWD i'm so lazy to update.

k bye.

i watched click today with the love today! Okay i didnt think adam sandler is funny let alone his movie. But hey! Click's nicccey nice. HAHAH.

gosh i love my precious dickhead. =))

2006-08-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday singapore. =D

Watched Makeover a japanese drama my brother brought home the whole morning.
I'm hooked. It's sucha light-hearted kind of drama. Loove it.

" You meet people and they become your FRIENDS. Soon you'll never meet them again."

2006-08-05T23:21:00.000-07:00

Dear J2's,
It's going to happen! Yes, you HAVE a prom night to look forward to at the end of the year. Mark your calendars for the 5th of December, 7pm. =D
The theme/name of the event is "MASQUERADE".
We will keep you updated with further information so be on the lookout.

Cheers,
On behalf of the 2nd IJC Student Council.

HAHA. ouuuhhkayyyss.... I'm not going anyways. hahah.

2006-07-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

you'll never know.

2006-07-05T18:59:00.000-07:00

I believED. Yet again, i failed. I can't handle it when things dont go my way,i guess. I tried so hard but shit happened. I know it's not the end ,there's still the As. I jolly well know crying your heart out till your eyes bleed or whatever wont change things.I KNOW. It's just so unfair. This perpetual failure is just too overwhelming for me. My spirit is totally dampened lar.

Alright i'll face it. Maybe i thought i tried so hard. But did i?

I have to get back on my feet and MOVE ON. Man,this is what i told myself after every tests that i failed miserably. BUT i guess i just have to keep on telling myself that and persevere on till the As are over. HERE I GO AGAIN with that last bit of smile on my face.

Decided not to go to school today. Partly sick and partly cos today is a long day in school plus plus the dearest love wont be in school today. HAHA. I feel that i've been so selfish. I've been venting my anger on you dont you think? i say the most nonsensical & hurtful things.And you're always so patient.ARGH.I I'm always feeling sad these days.I bet my sulky face is starting to annoy the hell out of you.HAHA.I shall be HAPPIER & STRONGER.I MUST. SIGH SIGH SIGH. I'm soo selfish.I'll be better,i will.

& just so you know, your smile carves a smile on face

love these songs

chasing cars -snow patrol (lovely lovely)
cash machine - Hard-fi
i dare you - shinedown
saying sorry -Hawthorne heights

If lay here,just lay here, would you lie with me & just forget the world?

THE EMO SONG hearing it again CRACKS ME UP.LOL.

Dear Diary:

Mood: Apathetic.

My life is spiralling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate me dry concert. It sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You' and 'Rip Apart My Soul' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab'. And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thingy. Like that guy from that band can do. Some days, you know...

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
'Cause our dudes look like chicks, and our chicks look like dykes
'Cause emo is one step below transvestite!

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I'm dark, and sensetive with low self-esteem
The way I dress makes every day feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

My life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark. And it's suffocating me. Grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans... which look great on my by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I told my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me "Catcher in the Rye," and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls, I'd only be half right!

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBox, I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be E-Mo

My parents just don't get me, you know. They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple guys. But I mean, it's the 2000s. Can't 2... or 4 dudes make-out with each other without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend...

I feel like tacos.

LOL.funny.

fuck yeah. HAHAHAHA. alrite bye!

2006-07-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

Met up with Ruzaini to teach him. HAHA. yes, TEACH. Actually i'm a sucker at that.Told him that i suck at econs totally and i'm gonna fail my recent exams.But still he insisted.HAHAH. so yeah,taught him at civics library. So he was like telling me the MALAY INFESTED MILLENIA INSTITUTE he is currently in and kept asking me whether he looks like one of those pesty MATS. HAHAHA.
Oh and shariff joined us but he couldnt concentrate sitting with us.so he went to the 2nd storey. HAHAH. Poor soul your exams ends next week! HAHAHA! =P
okay so Ruzaini told me he had 2 extra tickets to the SYF at national stadium.Since i had no other plans i went.Didnt know that the tix entitled us to the VIP seats the ones that's under shade.Nyahaha.But we came too late and all the seats were taken and so we sat on the this railings? haha. i dont know how to describe lar. The Military band mass display was going on.Tanjong katong was real good.Not that i appreciate band music but yeah it was nice.Funny how my eldest brother plays the French horn,my younger brother the clarinet and my younger sis the trombone.And i'm the odd one out.HAHAH.Our butts were starting to hurt and his cousin msged him,saying she was sitting with INNOVA JC ppl. I was like they're here?! Turned out some J1 classes were selected to watch the SYF and i saw Sabrina! She was bored shitless.I could tell from her expressionless face.HAHA.Talked to her for quite a bit before the whole thing ended.So me and Ruzaini left.We took the wrong exit and walked one big whole round.It was a long walk back to the MRT station.TIRING.Saw Ricca and her sister on the way out.We took the bus back to sembawang and we talked bout the secondary school days.HAHAH! How the Ruzaini G (another ruzaini) used to imitate Ms tan's walk,Mrs gratez "wonderful" voice and stuff. FUNNY. oh and the teacher student scandal was true! Remember widad?? The one which concerned our physics teacher?? Goodness. It's not a rumour its true! OUUU. Plus plus how i was called a betrayer by Ruzaini G thanks to my so called best friend.Ruzaini G really hated me for that lar.Hey i didnt want to have a bf then okay and the whole thing was wrong.HAHAHAH.My so called best friend tried to win me back with pizza and a birthday present when she realised everyone was against her and that she was friendless.SO DRAMA LAR think ing about it.IMMATURE KIDS. hahaha...

on sunday we had to to SOCIAL SERVICE.Something i dont fancy doing.HAHA.THE MILKRUN youth event.We were spose to record down the top 20 runner's number on this sheet of rectangular paper. It was fuckin hot and i wasnt feeling too good.Me and Irene paired up. Oh before the race started jo,kat me and irene went to zara to shop. HAHAH. We were spose to stay till 6 but we left earlier! haha. I was feeling quite sick then.
True enough i had flu and was running a temperature.

MY MOOD TODAY. =(

2006-06-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

Last day of exams lar. fucking pissed.i wanna piss on every single smart brains in the world can? effort down the drain. Whatever. am i suppose to stay optimistic like a big smiley balloon head?

and go "oh it's okay it's only prelim 1 there's prelims 2.you can do it!" while jumping with big silvery shiny poms-poms in my hands.

GO DIE LAR!

HARHARHAR.i'm a fucktard.

so umm i didnt think watching the man who wears his big red underwear outside would be interesting.But yeah SUPERMAN SAVES THE DAY! The movie was nice.still wondering why there's that lost strand of curly hair when the rest of his hair is combed back straight.HAHAHA.SUPERMAN HAS THE WEIRDEST HAIRSTYLE IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE! that sounds very superhero.like the strongest man in the universe! yeah? yeah? AHAHAH. whooohoo.but very predictable lar. so you morons can go watch it.

i feel like a pile of shit. wanna taste? I bet you do mridioticmoronicassholicVICTOR!
AHAHAHA! i roaringgglurveyou.roar roar roar sexyy. hahahahah! wtf?! LOL.

18 weekends to a levels HAHAH.

now time to watch my taiwanese or hong kong drama i dont know lar. HHAHA.

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2006-06-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

I'm such a failure.
=(

2006-06-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

1. What is your full name? Maisarah bte abdul ghani
2. Do you have any hatred for anything bottled up? naw.
3. What is your favorite brand of toothpaste? oralB
4. Do you have a help site on xanga? no? Not usin xanga no more.
5. Do you have a myspace? naw
6. Honestly, is your room a wreck right now? naw.i just cleaned it in the morn actually
7. Do you have a bank account? yeah
8. How old are you? seventeeen
9. How old do you look and act? eh i dunnoe.
10. Does your screenname have any "x"s in it?naw.
11. Do you take a foreign language at school? naw.
12. Do you or have you ever taken a Speech class? naw
13. When you were little, could you say "th" and "sh"? err.i guess?
15. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? yeah,
16. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yeah
17. Do you like to eat grandma's cookies? naw.
18. Do you still watch Disney Channel? yeahhh.love it.haha.
19. If someone asked you for $5, would you give it to them? yeahh?
20. Do people consider you nice? yeaah? haha.
22. Are you a ditz? umm...
24. Are you very stereotypical? not very but i am one.
25. Do you have a lot of friends? yeaah.
26. What are your favorite colors? all colours.haha.
27. Do you go to ColdStone Creamery often? wtf.is that?
28. Do big vocabulary words confuse you? yeah sometimes
29. Does your mom get mad when you get a 95% on a test? um,no.
30. What annoys you the most? people being insensitive.
31. Do you like subscribing to xangas? i used to do that.
32. Do you think cats are annoying? i'm not an animal lover.
33. Do you use smileys online a lot? naw
34. Do people consider you fobby? huh?
35. Are you a complete camera whore? dont wanna talk about cameras.
36. Do you have a special pose for the camera? umm naw?
37. Are you very artistic? naw.i cant even draw a a proper circle!
38. How many of your old art class drawings does your mom have? iono
39. Can you type really fast? naw
40. In your school, is choir a class? naw.if it is i'll prolly skip class.wth.singing lessons??
41. Do people consider you a snob? yeah sometimes
42. Have you ever called anyone a bitch? yeah
44. Where would you like to live? switzerland
45. Do you have any relatives in California? naw
46. Have you ever taken French class? naw
47. Do you like the idea of being married? yeah
48. Do you decorate your locker at school? do not own a locker.haha
49. Are you very religious? well umm..
51. Have you ever stolen anything? yeah and i never did anymore.
52. Do you lie to your parents? yeah,sometimes
53. Do you like writing essays? naw
54. Are you a "backstage" person or a "star perfomer" person? hmm.well umm...
55. Are you really rich? I wish
57. Do you have the hots for someone right now? yeah
58. Do you have a stalker that you hate? yeah used to.
59. Can you count past a thousand? psh yeah
60. How much has it snowed this past winter? singapore doesnt snow.
61. Have you ever watched the soap Passions? soap passions? soap opera?
62. How many cousins do you have? i dont count them
63. Do you collect anything? naw
64. Do you prefer xanga or myspace? neither
65. What is the worst thing that has happened to you?umm...
66. Do you know a celebrity? naw
67. Have you ever been to a Rolling Stones concert? naw
68. Do you know how to make a layout? just the basics like this one.
69. Are you a computer genius? naw
70. Where do you spend most of your day? school?
72. Do you like your school teachers? yeah i guess
73. Do you go to any afterschool classes? STAR. haa...
74. Have you ever taken dance classes? naw
75. Do you listen to rap? naw
76. Do your teachers curse a lot? a teacher does.
77. Has any of your teachers ever forgotten to turn their mics off? hmm...
78. What do you want to name your future children? iono
79. Are you worried about the economy or the ozone layer? naw
80. Do you plan on ever working at McDonalds? umm naw
81. Do you like writing <3 or x3? <3
82. Does math make your head hurt? fuck yeah
83. Do you like playing Truth or Dare? yeah
84. What do you like better? bolditalicsunder? use it when appropriate
85. Do you like to drink snapple? yeah
86. How many bones have you ever broken? none
87. Do you know any gay people? yeah
88. Would you take a bullet for a friend? hmm...
89. Do you think grammar sucks? naw
90. Are you a teacher's pet? used to be in pri schl.
91. Do you like Chinese food or Korean food? pork? naw naw
92. Do you like Lean Cuisine? huh?
93. Do you hate the color pink? some shades of it, yes
94. Do you think tYp1nG l1k3 d1z 1z ann0yin? sometimes
95. Did you know you can count this far? what
96. Have you ever said, "this is so fetch!"? hahah.naw
97. Do you have a facebook? wth is that
98. Do you have an old school yearbook? yeah
99. Are you very literate? yeah
100. Are you glad this quiz is over? yeah

2006-06-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

I'M GOING BONKERS.

2006-06-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

Wenta bugis with my sis yest.She's got one wide ass man.HAHAH.Took forever to find her size for the pants she wanted and in the end she bought a skirt.phew.I bought a skirt.

We saw this gay couple.They were sitting opposite us and they were like whispering sweet nothings to each other.gross.we were containing our laughter all the way.UNTIL...they alighted and guess what i saw.One of the guys pants was not zipped! HAHAH.omygawd.

Then there was this man who smiled at me but i didnt smile back and he kept looking.effin annoying.HAHA..alrite whatever.

This song by jack mannequin called dark blue is bloody nice.well at least to me.

I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition so

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the room could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)

2006-06-14T21:32:00.000-07:00

HAHAH. okay dumb.

I kinda like making layouts.I Love my new layout! Simplicity is the best!I just figured out how to make this simple skin. This is what boredom does to me. I'm thinking of making layouts for people and post it up on blogskins.com during this june holiday. If people want i will gladly make for you! HAHA.

I miss miss miss miss my OTHER HALF.sigh.

2006-06-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

Training with CBS today was scary can.
I must say adastra's lucky to have guys who will actually come to our flyers rescue if there were to fall.
And STRONG guys too.
i'm so glad none of the cheer guys knows my blog or i'm so boosting their egos.People like JAFNI especially cant be praised. That kinky boots nonsense guy.
HAHAHA.
Poor CBS flyers. HAHAHA.
Lotsa cheerleaders weren't around today so i had to be back support and my left palm is hurting.My thigh muscle's too! OMG. FUCKK.

So we got to see the sample for the costume today.NO COMPLAINS bout the skirt.It's totally cute and to our liking.But umm,the top sucked and so does the colour combi.Overall,the whole costume looks well umm DULL.

we're getting like custom made cheerleading shorts and bag! coolios.Adastrians(sounds like pedestrians.HAHAHA.)will be carrying the same bag around school with words adastra and cheerleader on it.How cool is that! HAHA. I'm sucha cheer freak now. like omygosh. =)
the tailor came at 1 30 and we were deciding on the colours.Waited for the guys to take their measurements BEFORE THE GIRLS TURN.
Was afraid that i couldnt meet dickhead in time.AND SOMEONE THOUGHT I PURPOSELY DIDNT WANT TO REPLY.

Went off with Po and she was late in meeting her friend .In the train this CHIKOPEK kept staring at her.FUNNY!Coincidentally,dickhead was waiting for the train we were in and so we met.Felt quite disappointed at first but all went fine.

I didnt mean those words i said.I'm soooooo Sorry for flicking that frenchfry off the table.

<3 <3

So people were telling me "she's the man" is a must catch movie.So i did watch it today! TOTALLY NICE! =))) Chick flick movies,i like. HAHA. Amanda Bynes in it.I like her acting.HAH. I didnt think duke was hot until the end.HAHAHAH.LOVE THE SHOW! =))

i was reading ppl's blog and they were telling the HUMONGOUS NO. of hours they did their REVISION. ughh. omg.

OMG JUST READ THIS CONVERSATION

- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
hell wif the o
MYsarah - says:
huh? wat?
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
fuyoh garangnya ( TRANSLATION: WOW,SO FIERCE)
MYsarah - says:
haha.
MYsarah - says:
did u like type in the wrong window?
MYsarah - says:
haha
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
no i didnt
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
y u say tat
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
u dont remember me leh
MYsarah - says:
oh.........
MYsarah - says:
hell with the O
MYsarah - says:
HELLO
MYsarah - says:
hahahahahaha
MYsarah - says:
omg.
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
ish
MYsarah - says:
i just got it.
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
harapkan skola aje jc ( AND TO THINK YOU'RE IN A JC)
MYsarah - says:
HAHAHAHAHA
MYsarah - says:
omgawd
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
otak psle ( okay i dunnoe how to translate this)
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
MYsarah - says:
i'm sucha an idiot.
MYsarah - says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
MYsarah - says:
omg.FUNNY!!
- Boulevard of Broken dreams - says:
alhamdulillah ( PRAISE THE GOD)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA!

HELL TO THE O
which means HELLO
LIKE OMG.

i'm so amazed.
with my stupidity that is.

2006-06-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

Cute. =))
<3333

greatest gf ever? HAHA.
I need to be better i think. =)

I'm like kinda hooked on to a korean drama but i have no clue what's the title.HAHA.

well umm.Nothing interesting has since happened in my life.
TIRED.

Training tmr MORNING.

ouh.ouh the time now is 11:11!
according to victor your wishes will come true.
HAHAHA.
=))))))))
i miss that monkey. HAHAH
<3!

& even when your hope is gone,move along just to make it through.

2006-06-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hey baby..to keep my promise.I LOVE YOU!!Hi guys.i m victor,maisarah's bf(dickhead).Maisarah is the greatest gf ever..unfortunately,she's taken by me.so too bad guys..alrite.i gtg.I MISS YOU HONEY BUNNY..HAHA!

2006-06-02T06:32:00.000-07:00

Missed that heartmelting smell of dickhead.HAHA.
finally get to see you.HEH....
watched nun.
NOT SCARY AT ALL.
so dont watch.

i need to study.Need to focus.

FUCK LAR. how hard can that be?

VERY HARD.

2006-05-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

HAHA. I was deleting some unnecessary stuff in my folder when i found these old pictures.

Ariff the narcissist playing with my digicam while i was asleep.

The four faggots and an innocent girl.HAHAHA.

Banana and me

"I have a long road ahead of me." HAHAH! Syafiq! emo ah?

FUCK. I LOST MY DIGICAM BTW. Those were the days when i was into emilythestrange now i've outgrown it. HAHAHA.omg.

stole some pics from po's blog.HEHE.

YUMMEH! we love ice cream! Dessert after dinner during cheer camp!

ADASTRA featured in Teens Magazine! =))

i'm really a shy person.

100 push ups,100 crunches before sleep.
i must.

A WHOLW NEW WARDROBE PLS.

2006-05-27T21:07:00.000-07:00

sentosa with adastra yesterday!
But only me,dickhead,po,jamie,ricca,sam,justin,wilson,sheryl&hazel were there.
HAHAH.
but nonetheless we had a fantabulous and hilarious time stunting in the water!
fun!fun!fun!
Then po's friends came over with canoe boats.Played around with the boats.
Me and dickhead tried to go on the boat but it keeps capsizing.HAHAHAH.
In the end we gave up. HAHAH.
We played monkey! omygosh,EXCITING.
HAHAHA.I was the monkey a few times but got out real fast too.
i love catching BALLSSS. HAHAHAH.

But me,dickhead,ricca and sam left early.

<3 adastra!

More cheer outing pls!

i think i'm too simple.Haiz..

2006-05-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

The only picture i have of camp now. Me and peiyi after shower.haha =)

I cant keep up being happy and gay all the time.
I'm tiredd.
fuck 310934974021934802349382049832.
I'm always irritated with myself.

dickhead and i ate at cavana today an we watched xmen3.
=))
so umm, gp paper sucked.SHUT UP ASSHOLE I'M NOT GONNA SCORE AN A FOR IT OKAY!
HAHAHA.

sentosa.stunts in water.

2006-05-20T21:51:00.000-07:00

GO!FLY!SHINE!
Adastra's first cheer camp was a success! =))

Day 1,Friday -

Pre-camp briefing with ms fong at 2 30.Then we proceeded to the classrooms to place our bags and stuff.At 3 30pm the Chong Boon sec cheerleaders arrived at ijc.They'll be peforming with us for the Racial Harminy Event.They were very shy at first compared to adastrians who were so noisy and lame(particularly justin,haha).We played an icebreaker game called the tangled hands game or whatever you call it.HAHA.Next, the dance studio! where we xchanged our cheer dance.The chong boon girls had a hard time doing the thrusting the butt thing.lol.So cute.We learnt their U.G.L.Y dance.The dancesteps were kiddy and adorable! HAHA.We bade goodbye to them at around 6 30 and walked to vista point for dinner! Food glorious food. HAH.

After filling our tummies we headed back to school and prepared for games! First up was Musical chairs! HAHAH.Surprisingly,musical chairs can be HELLUVA MAJOR MAJOR FUN!! Instead of walking round the chairs till the music stopped we had to walk like chickens,monkeys, balerinas and stuff.My heart was pumping the whole time!The thrill.OMG.HAHAHA.I know,it's only musical chairs! So so in the end me and ricca were the last two standing.YEAH! THE MIGHTY STRONG TWINNIES! HAHAHAH. We had to Crawl on all fours.It was a hilarious sight! Ricca was crawling way damn slow and so i was pushing her butt the whole time.IN THE END I VICTORY WAS MINE! MUAHAHAHAH! I WON! LOL.The forfeit for the rest was...to do model on the "runaway".The catch was,the girls had to be the male models while the guys the FEMALE MODELS.COMICAL!!! OMG.FUNNY !!!

The 2nd game we had to squeeze on a piece on newspaper which got smaller each round.We had to think of ways and means to squeeze on a PIECE of newspaper.The situatuion was sweaty and disgusting with the guys.HAHAHAHA.Hugging on to the girls were fine but the guys?it was STINKY AND SWEATY .Ewww, i tried hard not to breathe.LMAO. Everyone stank after this game.

3rd game was this flour game.Watching everyone spin 12 rounds till they get dizzy and not walk properly was HILAROUS! The last game was popping balloons tied to the legs.Ms fong and Mrs oh joined in.It was a rough game! Everyone was running after onea nother trying to burst each other's balloons! Jafni got mobbed by almost half the team and pinned down till his balloons burst! HAHAHAHAHAHA.Looking at the girls run like chickens and screaming jumping.FUNNYYY!!!.
Anyway i didnt play these games cos my stomach was behaving like a bitch.HAH.

GOOD JOB PO! pur head of games.*claps.HAHA

After the games it was BATH TIME! It was REFRESHING. We then gathered in the classroom to discuss bout some admistrtive stuff and our new costume! I hope it turns out fine this time! cant wait.bored of wearing the current costume which cost 60bucks but looks like a 10 bucks pasar malam costume.HAH.okay.Watched a lil bit of the movie titled cheerleading queen, it's based in thailand.The performance was real cool.

Then bed time! i couldnt sleep most of the time. I slept on 3 chairs.It's a skill man hahaha.. but it was uncomfortable. Me,po and jamie kept going to the guys classroom to talk to them cos they werent sleeping yet.Justin and jafni were actully studyin.Freaks.LOL.Po slept first followed by me and jamie was last. I could hardly sleep.Woke up every halfanhour.

Day 2 -

I was a zombie.Everyone was feeling real tired and sleepy. Had Physical training. Chong boon kids came down once again. Did stunts.Reflection.BREAK CAMP!

A memorable camp.Love the laughters. I must say the interaction was good. Perception of some of the Junioirs being bitches and stuff was erased! Well at least for me.HAHA.

Cant wait for Senior's farewell celebration! =))

DEAD BEAT.EXHAUSTED.

But met up with dearest dickhead in my sleepy mode.I love the way you smell and the fact that you dont stink like most boys do
HAHAHAHA. okay,you know that already. watched da vin ci code.i was stoning and sleepy most of the time.
BUT was happy to see youuuu! <3333333! =))))))

okay i'm still sleepy. bye.

GP paper!

& my heart beats faster. <3

2006-05-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

So I pacify problems with kisses and cuddles
Diligently doubtful through all kinds of trouble
Then I find myself choking on all my contradictions

'Cause I still love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
Share a toothbrush...you're my kind of man
I still love to wash in your old bathwater
Make me feel like I couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man

I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

You think that we connect
That the chemistry's correct
Your words walk right through my ears
Presuming I like what I hear
And now I'm stuck in the
The web you're spinning
You've got me for you prey

no doubt! =) NICE.

2006-05-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

i love my MTV pullover i bght from queen's couture.

i'm bored.

i'm a loser.

=)

2006-05-10T05:57:00.000-07:00

The cheer pendant i'm getting! =)

ARGH. so fucking TIRED.
STAR prog on wed and fridays?!
WTF. who came up with this goddamn ass biting programme?!
I SWEAR IT'S NOT EFFECTIVE FOR ME.

PERSEVERANCE. screw it.

HAHA. okay just ranting cos i'm brain dead.

Gamblers would do just about anything to get money ey?
Even LIE,CURSE AND SWEAR their own kins.
WTF. ass fuckers.
oops,i'm not suppose to curse my own [insert word].
HAHA. i shall not tell you people.

I'm just a roller coaster
Built to crash
But for some odd reason
I got to change my path
I didn’t crash just into the nothing
I was suppose to crash into
I crashed into you. <3

cheesy.but still i <3.

omgawd i cant believe i would see myself this way.
LOL.

2006-05-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

dear oh dear i sprained my right ankle,once again.
Freak accident.
Had cheerleading prac after 2 weeks.I felt like a sow after 2 weeks of inactivity.
HAHAHA.
So was doing warm-ups and was doing the toe touchy.
I jumped and landed with my right foot twisted.
YOUUCWH!
WTF i wasnt even stunting and i injured my foot.
Laugh-YOUR-ass-off pls. HAHAHA.

[my brother just farted.bloody asshole.it stinks.RETARD.GAH!]

so as i was saying..
despite my sprained ankle i continued doing stunts.
Trained the Juniors.So i was base most of time.Did elevator and stuff.
Yesterday's prac was fun alto we did trivial stunts. =)
The seniors tried some new stuff.Some HILARIOUS MOMENTS.
So we had to jump up the guys shoulder by prepping one of our legs on their backs.
THIS WOULD BE MADE POSSIBLE IF THE GUYS HAVE ASSES.
i was laughing uncontrollably cos i had to get on jafni's shoulder and it was easy
cos he has a chicken ass! LOL!!
Justin,derrick,jafni has some ass but willyboy doesnt!!
Po slide off his back!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S!
But after that my ankle couldnt take it no more.So i chose to sit and watch in misery.HAHAHA.
Wanted to do the "flicky" thing but stewpid ankle.
LOL.Po your scream came as a shock it was so funny.
Training ended around 9 and we all left school in coach's MINI CAR.
8 of squeezed in it.FUNNNY!!
jamie and willy in front;Po had to sit on justin,me on derrick and azizah on jafni.
people in the cars were giving us the looks!HAHAHA.

po watch this vid! the song! remember cheerobics?!
"this shoes are meant for walking.that's just what they'll do.one of these days these boots are gonna walk all over you!" lol.

i feel feverish.

taken from po's blog love this Cheer performance by the thailand university?
saw them perform in singapore for cheerobics finals they were goddamn good.WOW.

RIcca's gonna come up with a new design for our uni.i hope school will sponsor lar.
Mrs oh said we will become a niche CCA next year.next year?!!

saving jane's -girl next door.
like the song cos it has the word cheerleader in it.
HAHAHAHAHA.

AMAZING!

"you have a nice bf.charming personality."
LMAO pls. guess who said that ah dear dickhead.
a dickhead but still make me smile.
GODDAMNIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
*beamssssssssss!

HAIYAH BUT GROUNDED!
=(

2006-05-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

SIIIGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i really wonder.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

fake a smile.

cos` i dont know if i should be happy.

DRIFT.

I FEEL INSIGNIFICANT.

but there's still the _ _ _ _

2006-05-01T00:01:00.000-07:00

Just messin` around after our performance.No,derrick had is not touchin my butt.LOL

It sucks that i'm grounded.
I cant go for this sat's hollaback dinner with my beloved people.
I cant go out during weekends.
I cant have no more fun.

spell F-U-C-K.

i sense distance.Maybe it's me.I'm just so lousy.
i cant be
i cant be
i cant be
a good one.

it's labour day today = to no fucking school.
so in the morning today visited my grandad with my momsie and siblings at ang mo kio
community hospital.He got transferred there from TTSH. He'll be out in a week's time.Somehow,we spent quality time with him.He can barely walk now and so we wheeled him down.His face sank when we told him we were leaving.
It feels scary to grow old.

omgawd i'm in love with tom's new band angelsandairwaves.
It sounds a little like boxcar which is more serious than blink.
Tom looks funny in the vid.He looks older.yeah.No more sexy lip ring.HAHA.
the part where he opens his arms,enjoying the breeze,kinda gay.
wait,he already is a fag huh. HAHAH. but anyways love this song
called the adventure!

2006-04-28T22:23:00.000-07:00

jonathan rhys meyers is GORGEOUS. think you've seen him before?yeah,he acted in "bend it like beckham". HAHA. okay something random.

Watched MTV yest,the show POPinc.They had the highlights on Hollaback crew.I saw us on tv! HAHAH. okay,so street fusion was invited to the studios. I was like imagining if it was Adastra in the studios then we can show some cheerleading moves.Maybe throw jamie up or something that'll be cool. WAHAHA. but yeah TOOO BAD. i've moved on. Po,next year? WHAAHHAHA!

gloomy gloomy days.

2006-04-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

I'LL LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKIN NOW,ey? Enjoy. =)

The auditions!

Our seductive Dancers(lol): Azlina,Jesse,Ayu and Po!

"say dastra! ah! ah! say dastra!" our very first cheer! =)

some of the judges: The whitehaired lead singer from local band Ronin and umm the rest unknown to me.Sitting behind them:Dont know who's the woman but beside her,987 DJs;VernonA and justin Ang aka muttons in the morn(funny ppl)

The results session! the sexy jamie yeo and SHAN WEE :) (lol)

AWW MAN..I miss the moment when we screamed and hugged one another like mad when we were announced to have the highest score. =)
Adeel in the PIC! sadly he cant join us for the finals.

THE SEMIS!

HAHA.WE CHEERLEADERS LOVE TO SMILE! Jamie and me during the morning prac before the semis.

aww,sabby and adeel! too bad they werent with us for finals!

Derrick(our butt-thrusting cheerleader.lol),Azizah and miss fly-er Jamie!

Jafni and derrick giving the "Dont mess with us" look. HAHA

SCENIC!

SOB SOB WE FELT HORRIBLE WHEN THE RESULTS WERE ANNNOUCED.
i can still femember everyone's dejected faces.
But we still got through to the

FINAAALSSS!!

THE GERLS AND OUR WONDERFUL BEATBOXER!

Miss Super fly-er GRACY! ME ! AND WILLY! =))

AWW! THE WHOLE CREW! =)) LOVE YOU GUYS TRUCKLOADS MAN!

Justin and wilson " WE LOVE BUTTS!" LOL!

Cheerleaders gone wrong! oh-oh! I LOVE PO! LOL!

Azizah and JEsse!

Jafni,hanafie the morbid rapper and justin! LOL!

Mr strong willy and me!! =))

PO! ME! AZIZAH!!

WACKY CHEERGERLS!! love you gurls loadss!! MUACKSS!!

Our percussionists! =))

EVERYONE GASP! HAHA.
SPLIT MOUNT!! PROUD OF OUR FOUR GUYS! ALL STUNTS WENT UP!!

TO ADASTRAR?! they spelt our name wrongly! HAHA!
CLICK 5 autographed a poster for us!

okay we werent their fans or anything but we were having fun jumping and can you believe it,we sang along to "just a girl"! during the finale! HAHAH!
But the lead singer was pretty cute tho`. HAHAHA.
THIS IS THE CLIP OF US ( the 10 hollaback crew finalists and click 5!)

SUCH SPLENDID SPLENDID MEMORIES!

Had to go for the parents-teacher-meeting cos i failed EVERYTHING.
I SWEAR I FEEL HORRIBLE LIKE A ROTTEN FISH.HAH.
well it was rather enlightening talking with mr ng chan siong,yes our ECONS teacher.
I somehow felt rather inspired? LOL.
okay,let's see whether i'll keep up with my studies.

till then bye.

2006-04-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

HOLLABACK CREW 2006, A WONDERFUL WONDERFUL MEMORY.

personally, i didnt think our performance was awesome AT ALL.
NOT EVEN GOOD.

WE SUCKED HORRIBLY.

Anything that could go wrong went wrong.
We exceeded the time limit and it was a technical fault,wasnt ours.
But shit happens yeah?
I even screwed up.

the sacrifices, the late night practices , went down the drain.

BUT BUT this competition is like no other!
Meeting celebrities upclose and personal
and having the center stage
it was an experience of a lifetime!
i especially like the part when we were jumping and all in front
of the stage when click 5 performed(altho we werent fans of theirs.lol)
but it was helluva FUN!!!!!
It was CRAZY!
=)

i'm so gonna dedicate an entry full of pics soon!

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

YOU kept me strong that night. =)

2006-04-07T06:43:00.000-07:00

FINALS ON 15 APRIL!

mygawd,i saw our performance on mtvasia.com.WE SUCKED.I SWEAR.HAHA.
Think we shouldnt have listened to mark richmond's suggestion that we sync everyone together.The cheerleaders + dancers doing the same thing simultaneously was DISASTROUS!
THE LAST PART WAS EMBARRASSINGLY MESSY!

I'm kinda looking forward to perform for the finals with a whole new act! =))

VOTE FOR ADASTRA on mtvasia.com!
there's this viewer choice thing going on.
we'll be aired live on mtv's POP inc.?
Or maybe just the winner? I'm not sure.
They spelt out name wrong yet AGAIN.
this time it's ADASTRAR . LOL.

We'll be getting like 300 tickets only??!!

2006-04-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to appreciate bands such as postal service and death cab for cutie.
WONDERFUL MUSIC.

Today is the first time i skipped training.

2006-04-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

HAHA.Just look at how spastic i am.

better days?

2006-04-02T00:52:00.000-08:00

FINALLY,A PLAIN SKIN which i fancy.

Hollaback semi finals yesterday.We got through to the finals.
It's happening on the 15 at indoor stadium with guest performance by
the Click Five.HAHAH.Okay.
As you can see i dont sound excited. I dont want to feel excited until i see
changes in our goddamn cheerleading act. WTF. I better see CHANGES.
SHE better CHANGE IT.

THANX TO THE INNOVIANS WHO CAME DOWN TO SUPPORT!
Special shoutout to JO! KAT! WILSON! =)
No problem kat, i'll treat you guys if the 15 000 is ours!
HAHAHA.

PLUS not forgetting DEAR VICTOR!
April's fools day yest marked our 4mths together!
HAHA!
i'll always remember you on:
WORLD'S AIDS DAY and APRIL's FOOL EVERY YEAR!(lol)
<33333333

pictures will be up soon!

2006-03-30T12:28:00.001-08:00

Xcountry 2006. I'll remember this one for sure.Cos I FELL.okay,what a loser ey?
HAHA.But,i got the key chain and only those who came under certain timing got it.
HAHA,no biggie I KNOW. Yesterday, the injuries on my right side of the body became intolerable.So i decided to take a painkiller but couldnt find it and i had to ask my mum for money to buy it.That's how i ended up talking to her again.HAHA.My brother went to get it foe me cos i could hardly walk.Thanks ah.I basically slept the whole day after reaching home from school.Didnt go for cheerleading prac because i didnt want to aggravate my swollen ankle and not being able to perform on the big day on sat.

oh,the other night the rehearsal was at people's association and Mark Richmond ffrom class 95FM was in charge.It was cool.He was telling us what to improve on and stuff.We were happy when he said something commendable about our act.whoohoo! The prizes are attractive! ohmygooshies.

Jafni: "Arent you suppose to be on honeymoon??"

HAHA.Mark got married to beatrice chia recently.

i like this song
cascada
HAHAH.

2006-03-30T12:28:00.000-08:00

2006-03-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

okay,so we got 3rd.
A trophy plus 300 ka-chings.

But my level of tolerance for her is thinning.
It's not that i hate her but i just cant understand why she's like this now.
The "FAME" has overtaken her??
WITHOUT US,this WHOLE thing wouldnt have happened for you in the first place.
NOW you bring in new people and put us aside??
YOU WANT TO WIN SOO MUCH that you become so insensative towards us??
I mean sure you asked for our opinion about TAKING OVER THE WHOLE CHEER PART
because you think YOU and only YOU can do A MAGNIFICENT JOB,way better than US.
STILL,WE WILL BE USELESS during the FINALS ( IF WE GET IN which i dont really care if we dont right now.Can just kiss the 15000 gdbye.Then it'll be in YOUR FACE!)
You wouldnt even take suggestions! THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A TEAM'S EFFORT!
not just a ONE MAN SHOW and you take the Credit.
YOU dont TRUST US AT ALL,that our routines ARE SO SIMPLE.
Proving to you that we can do it in front of audience doesnt give you the assurance.
OKAY MAYBE WE DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH PPL. yeah shall blame on that shall we?

WHATEVER,FEELING QUITE SICK OF HOLLABACK particularly her.
Me and popo were talking bout it on our way back home.
Not that we dont respect her.WE DO.but....

IF WE GET THRU TO THE FINALS THEN I'LL BE HAPPY if NOT WELL OH WELLS.

BTW WIDAD AND FARNA thanx ah,at least there are still people who dont want me to die.
HAHAHA.
Oh farna i have to search for the CD first!
HAHAH.

2006-03-24T21:51:00.000-08:00

Cause they only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah

Big bruise on my right arm,ONCE AGAIN.
I’ve got my rank back! HAHA.
The girls bases in the squad know what that means.
HAHA. I now have a phobia of Jamie falling on me
cos` somehow the miniature flyer kept tumbling on me and my
face,head and shoulder suffer.HAHAH.
"okay,now she's 5 secs slower."
That was what jafni the birdbrain said when jamie’s foot landed HARD on my head.
Idiot. HAHAHA.

Oh,oh yesterday I tried the basket toss.
Follyfuck it was funny! I flew up and landed like a pencil.
HAHA.
But the extension was FUN!

SPH cheer competition TMR. All the best to us.
Will be cheering for IJ's track & field runners.
All the best to them too. =)

WE NEED A MAJOR CHANGE TO OUR COSTUME.
We look like primary school kids with long skirts.
Eeek. Disgusting.

Man oh man there’s so much activities lined up for us.

- racial harmony anchor point performance ( ministers and outsiders will be present in this supposedly big event.IJ's the host school and we’re invited to perform)
- hollaback semis hopefully finals and that 15000 ka-chings in our pockets!
- Anti-drug performance.( we get 30 ka-chings as allowance for that day.)
- IJC's Sports day performance
- ACES DAY ( WHICH I DO NOT WANT TO TAKE PART!)

Honestly,now I feel like I need a break. I am tired of this perpetual failure.
I've never felt so ridiculously stupid In my entire life until i got into a fucken junior college.
The first thing in the morning yest we got back our econs MCQ. I scored like 5 motherfuckinggayass
Points out of 20. I wasn’t shock cos I know why I fucking failed.
Suddenly it hit me that maybe this whole fucken jc education doesn’t work for me and I’m wasting
My time here.i might not get into a university at the end of the year and end up washing toilets for a living.
HAHA! People around me are improving their niples off and smart and whatnots. While I’m going nowhere.
ARGH!!!!!!! I SHOULD DIE AND NOBODY WILL CARE.

Shit piss fuck.
Bye.

2006-03-23T06:46:00.000-08:00

good things wont last?

Fuck lar i'm tired. HA - HA

2006-03-21T08:02:00.000-08:00

EXAMS OVER. YAY?

TRIPLE Fs!

This is TRAGIC.

HAHAH.

THE END.

OMG! WE WERE INTERVIEWED ON 987FM! but we werent there but in school!
HAHAH! OUR THREE awesome percussionists were interviewed!
http://www.gimehost.com/ogyTfthHSP5uxwpQUMkj
HEAR IT HERE!!!
=))
WE FUCKING KICK ASS!
WHAHAHA!

2006-03-20T04:42:00.000-08:00

I FEEL LIKE A FUGFACE.
okay,i'm not even sure what that means.
HAH! you fugface.
SO MAJORLY SCREWED UPSIDE DOWN AND UNDER.
well,fugface you have yourself to blame.
NYA-HA-HA.

wrote utter RUBBISH for GP.
wasnt even sure what the fuck i was sribbling on the Physics paper.
I'm a fugface.FUG-FUG-FUG-FUGFACE!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mind's soo fucking flustered.
i feel kinda down...
well you see fucktards, i realised that nowadays whenever i try to concentrate very hard on certain things i will not talk and will go on a mood swing fit.
I JUST CANT HELP IT.
I DONT WANT TO BE SMILING AT PEOPLE.
I DONT WANT TO BE LAUGHING.
I JUST PREFER KEEPING TO MYSELF.

THIS IS SO FUCKED UP!

2006-03-18T18:49:00.000-08:00

WATCH US!!!
GO TO hollabackcrew.com!!
CLICK ON ADESTRA!
WHOOHOO! WE KICK ASS!!

2006-03-18T04:18:00.000-08:00

OMG! WE GOT THRU THE SEMI FINALS FOR HOLLABACK CREW!!
I'm ecstatic!!
Today was the coolest day ever after cheerobics!
The audition was held in the studio in artshouse.
Jamie yeo and SHAN WEE(HAHA =) ) were the hosts!
Other DJs were there too;Vernon A,Mark richmond..
They're VERY NICE PEOPLE.They congratulated us personally.*beams
SO EXCITING!!Had a blast performing!
GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!
When Jamie yeo said we were the most impressive group they've seen so far,
we were screaming in joy like crazy!!
The results were announced in order of the team with the highest points and guess what?
WE WERE THE TOP out of the 6 teams that made it through!!! How RAD is that??!!
When shan wee announced ADASTRA(yeah,it was still our team name haha),we GOT HYPER!!
WHOOOHOOOOOOO!! WHAT A GREAT SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT!!

oh,oh there was this tourist who wanted their photo taken with us.
LOL.FUNNY!
The mab shook my hand and he was like "Hi! i'm from somethingsomethingLAND"
Azizah to me, "where is he from??"
Me, " I Have no idea."
HAHAHAHAHA..
i didnt really catch what he said but yeah he was from thailand.

Here's a few pics taken before the audition will post more soon!

Before the audition and makeup.(Azizah,Hazel,Me)

We look way cooler in this Cheer uniform!HAHA! (Jamie,Hazel,Azizah,me)

WE got Cheerleaders!Dancers! AND SINGERS! whoohoo!

The whole crew! minus percussionists who were busy perfecting their beats! LOVE YOU ALL!!

I CAN SMELL THE $10 0000! Well,hope for the BEST!
=))))))

I think my block test is screwed.

2006-03-16T18:34:00.001-08:00

Dear Maisarah,

The March school holidays are here and I am sure that you are enjoying yourself. I’ve some exciting news for you! Since you have helped K-Buddy and the NKF to save so many lives, you are invited to our first K-Buddy Adventure Event that will be held at the NKF Centre on 81 Kim Keat Road from 18 March to 15 April 2006.

Programme
10.00am Meet new friends!
10.10am Watch an interesting video on K-Buddy Cartoon Adventures and the NKF
10.30am Make creative get-well cards for kidney patients
11.00am Visit kidney patients at the NKF Dialysis Centre
11.30am Attend a workshop full of exciting games (Delicious snacks will be served.)
Meet K-Buddy and take photos with him!
12.00pm Home sweet home

You can also invite your friends, siblings and cousins to join us.
See you soon!

Cheers,

Adeline
K-Buddy Adventure Club

HAHAHA. i received that in my mail. This is random.

need to bathe and off to school!

=)

2006-03-16T18:34:00.000-08:00

2006-03-15T23:08:00.000-08:00

2) What class period do you enjoy most?
-Lunch?

3) Who is your favorite teacher?
- NONE

12) If you could get rid of one class, what would it be?
- PHYSICAL EDUCATION. screw that.okay maybe they shld really consider thrashing NAFA.

13) Do you take a music or art class?
- Nopes.i cant draw for nuts.

15) Do you like school??
- HELL NO.

1. If you won the lottery, would you consider donating a percentage of the money?: honestly i prolly wouldn't.
2. Would you consider getting Botox injections to your armpits to decrease sweating?: nah-uh.i dun feel safe with alien things in my body.
3. Do you wear a lot of corduroy?: nupes.
4. Does the weather have a very large impact on your moods?:
yeah,hot days makes me feel shitty and rainy days make me feel wet and horny.HAHAHAHA..omg no.
5. If you had a child, do you think your child would have any reason to be ashamed of you?: i'll be the cooolest mom ever i tell you.hahah.
6. Do you buy eggnog around the holidays?: eggnog what?
7. Did you play cowboys and Indians when you were a small child?:
nupes.i used to pretend i was pink ranger and my cousin the blue one.HAHA.
8. Do you watch your neighbors from your windows?: yeah i see then naked.HAHAH..nah kidding..
9. Do you live within 5 miles of a lake?: huh?what?
10. Do you believe that personality is everything?: nupes.
11. When someone says they love you, do you naturally want to say it back, even if you don't mean it?: naw..
36. Do you think someone will ever try to assasinate Michael Moore?: yeah,maybe his government will.
37. What song are you listening to at this very second? (If you aren't listening to anything, turn on the radio.): martini kiss by senses fail
38. Would you rather have a square or a round pizza?: ROUND
39. Are you afraid of being famous for doing something stupid?: doing something stewpid haha.
44. If Satan walked up to you on the street and offered you BBQ Chicken, would you accept his gift?: satan with BBQ chicken? hahah..
51. Are you a good storyteller?: HURHUR. NO.

2006-03-15T05:23:00.000-08:00

i cant wait for saturday! HOLLABACK!!
I AM EXCITED!! =)

THE DEAREST PERSON haha accompanied me to go search for some hollaback stuff.
XOXOXO times 1000000000000! hahah.
<3!!
FD 3 is gruesome.omg.

i'm A HAPPY PERSON.

=))

alriteys i need to go hit the books!

2006-03-11T21:43:00.000-08:00

We're thinking of joining hollaback crew!

edit//
okay,derrick called a while ago and we've got ourselves a percussionist!
david took forever to reply, so yeah derrick contacted vicknesh and he agreed to be in.He said he'll search for 3more!whoohoo! I am kinda excited for this.But i bet my mum's gonna start nagging if she hears i'm entering this comp.oh wells.

so i changed my blogskin and cleverly forgot to put in the code for my chatbox.Now it's gone,poof,no more,gone! but there's this comment thing at the end of every entry,so you smart people now what to do ey?

-till then,bye.

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme <3

2006-03-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

so on wednesday we had the CCA fair for the J1s.IT WAS FUCKING LAME.It was soo DEAD.The J1s didnt bother to move their puny little asses down to the CCA booths.We ran around on shoulder sits and stands screaming "join cheerleading!" HAHA.We couldnt put up a performance cos` my dear base,ricca, was injured.Those who signed up were all girls.NO GUYS!! They still have this mentality that guys in cheerleading = gays.Screw that.HAHA. i dont like the way i look in the class photo.i think i'm not gonna buy it.HAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..............

On thursday,the 987's hollaback school tour was in my school.
carrie chong and i...er..forgot who's the guy DJ HAHA promoted the hollaback crew which we initially thought of joining but it's too late now.HEHH..Ronin, a local band performed too.Shan wee was there too! but he hosted for the J1's PCCG.DAMMNIT! HAHAH..

Then later in the afternoon me,hanafie,derrick,hazel and coach went to watch the cheerobics finals at toa payoh hub.NTU won.I thought they totally deserved it. =)
The guest thailand cheerleading team was impressive.

Today went to watch "my girl and I" with victor =) plus Ricca and her new found bf samuel.If she ever ditch him saying she cant forget her ex i am sooo gonna kick her ass.HAHA.This is so cool lar cos the 3 shorties' bfs in the cheerleading squad
know one another.victor knew Ricca's bf Samuel since pri school(and they shared some gay moments together before,HAHAH) and jamie's bf,Felix's is his friend.so cool huh.HAHAH..i just find it interesting.We are so connected to one another.HAHAHA.
Oh btw the movie sucked.Thanks a lot ricca.HAHA...

HAVE TO START STUDYING!!!!!!!
ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

here's my reply to the tags:

shariff: ouch! thanks for the kick! lol. i will start studying!

:)) : THANKS! but you are?

widad: you miss me ah? lol.

ZIV: HAHHA! NEVER BUY DEODARANT WITH ME! *evil laughter*

cheerleader: THANKS!! Which team are you from??

SHAMS : Okay,okay i'll visit your site lar. i'll get girls to visit you perverted pimps also okay.HAHAHA

habez: IDIOT! HAHAH...

okay bye!

2006-03-06T06:55:00.000-08:00

4th march 2006 is the day i'll never ever forget!

We were in the holding room and all the other cheersquad were getting pumped up to perform.Surrounding us were the experienced cheerleading teams(Magnum force,NTU,NUS,SAF warriors +++)except for this CC and RPcumTP cheerleading teams.We felt so young and small standing amongst them.They have like 30 MEMBERS and we have half of that.HAHA.
But nonetheless we were all hyped up to give it all out! SO magnum force the 5 time national champion was first up followed by us! I can count the number of times i visited the toilet! i was that nervous.HAHA.Soon we were up next! OMYGOSH!Then..before we knew it we were just a few steps away from the competition ground.

MC,"for the first time gracing this stage let's welcome innova junior college!"

( SHOUTS FROM IJ SUPPORTERS)btw we had the best supporters! HAHA. =)

US," let's go! let's fly! let's shine! alrite!"

AND EVERYTHING ELSE WAS MAGIC!

THE EUPHORIA! THE PERFECTION!

OMG! EVERYTHING WAS AWESOME!!!!

We were hugging the hell out of each other and screaming the shits out of ourselves the moment our performance ended!

EVEN COACH EXCLAIMED THAT WE WERE SOOO AWESOME AND SHE WAS SOO PROUD OF US!!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was so nice to see that victor was there too!! <3!!!!
=)))))) HAHA...

but...we didnt get into the finals.I guess we were all a tad bit disappointed because we were the only team where all the stunts got up.but yeah... =))

After that went to eat at KFC with victor,jamie,jamie's boyboy Felix,sandesh,lee chong,vicknesh and samuel?(not sure of his name)..I had fun poking fun at sandesh.HAHAH...

I enjoyed the journey home in the train. =)))))))))))
I was the happiest girl that day. <3 =))))

If only.If only.

2006-03-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

I AM FUCKING TIRED.

sorry,the competition is at NTU auditorium at 12 30.

There are like spots of blueblack on my arms and thighs.
TWO UGLY FUGLY ONES ON BOTH MY ARMS!
I need to conceal them man!

The whole two weeks training has been very intensive.
FUCKK.I'm exceptionally tired TODAY.
I'm spose to study for maths test tmr but *wails i am too
tired and i figure no shitsnetsbiznets about area,vol and whatnots gonna seep through my brain.
HAHA,but yeah here i am typing this.
I've not been doing my tutorials faithfully and yes i feel guilty.
Becos doing tutorials give you a sense of fulfilment?
okay life is rather mundane right now.
i had no mood for lessons this whole week.
Like on wednesday i came to school late and ended up not going for any lessons.
Instead me and ricca watched vcd in the library.
HAH,yeah.
i'm totally drained.
I get irritated easily.SOMEONE can justify to that.*grins at YOU.
HAHA.sorry lar i very tired.
AND I WASNT A BROWNIE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL!!
lol.

Performed in the canteen in the morning today.
honestly,i feel that our routines VERY SIMPLE.
oh wells.
I dont know i just dont feel confident about the whole thing.
HAIYAH. i'm not putting my hopes high to go to the finals anyway.
I'm just gonna have fun performing.
Now i know why the other JCs there are no more cheerleading teams coz i think it
is very time consuming.

argh.i;m all set to study after this whole comp thing.

btw,the comp's at NTU auditorium at 12 30.

2006-02-25T03:28:00.000-08:00

trained at ngee ann poly today.
We were all very late and coach was quite pissed.
damn.Me and ricca arrived the latest.
We had to do 100 crunches and push ups.
oh hell.we still owe her 40 each on monday.

Everyone's so tensed up now.
we have exactly 5 days to perfect everything.
Honestly,i'm apprehensive myself.
oh wells.
COME WATCH ME AT TOA PAYOH HUB next SAT 4th march.
HAHA.

i'll do a proper update soon i hope.

2006-02-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

F-U-C-K lar!

there's so much school work to do!
I cant fucking keep up!

why am i sooo fucking lazy??!
someone kick me hard pls?

so THREE strangers smiled at me today.
2 women and a man.
okay WEIRD.

2006-02-18T03:19:00.000-08:00

whoa,it's the weekends already?
school's a DRAG these days.
(i know i know i keep saying that)
It's as if i've lost interest in studies?
I cant give my full attention during lectures or even tutorials.
It's like i go to school for the sake of going?
I'm so so sick of school.
I'm not allowed to go out for movies or whatnots this year during the weekends
until my As end.
But,but does it make any difference?
Sometimes at home i try to STUDY but i dont really pay attention to what i'm doing.
OR even if i do,i'll just do it for a short span of time.
HAHA.yes.

Will be having training for 1 whole week starting from next Monday.
OMG.i am gonna be so exhausted.
I'm gonna have a hard time catching up with school work.
oh wells.

Had cheerleading training yest.coach wasnt happy with our progress.So she dragged on till 6plus! crap.Me and sabby took a quick shower before the vday concert.I thought the concert was quite a yawn at the end.Me,Victor,victor's friend,sabby and syafiq left at around 9.There was this SMS dedication thingy and dedications were shown on the screen.Guess what my spastic victor did.He dedicated an SMS to us making it seem as if someone dedicated it to us.Get it? LOL! i am so glad my bf is as spastic as me.
HAHAHAHAH! <3!! =)

i just love this song by gwen stefani!

Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
You got it, you got it

Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[2x]

I wander round the room and I'm getting things ready
I picture you driving, just like Mario Andretti
I got the cush, Kettle One, waiting for your engine
Your Grand Prix attention, it's gonna be a party

Don't forget to make a U-turn
I see you left your blinker on
I got it rolled and ready here to burn
Meet me back at home (a-oh, a-oh)

Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[2x]

Driving fast in your car
I've got you tracked on my radar, oh

It's just such a trip, how you're still my speed racer
You got me so addicted, just like a free-baser
I want you all over me like L.A.M.B.
So get here A.S.A.P., it's gonna be a party

Don't forget to make a U-turn (don't forget to get here)
I see you left your blinker on (you see, I want to get it on)
I got it rolled and ready here to burn
Meet me back at home (you know you need me so come back)

Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
[2x]

Now you know you're qualified
You're in the pole position
Put it in first gear, step on the pedal and drive fast

Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
(uh, uh, uh, uh)
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up, put your hands up
(uh, uh, uh, uh)
You got it

(I'm ready for you)
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
(Me and you boo)
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard

(Don't make me wait too long)
Drive back baby to me, fast in your car
(For me and you boo)
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard

Come on baby, please hurry up, you know I'm waiting for you
[4x]

2006-02-11T02:59:00.000-08:00

i had to be at boon lay at 8 20AM today
for the CHEEROBICS BRIEFING.
MY GAWD.It was soo early.
Coincidentally, me and sabby were in the same train.
HAHA.cool.
Met coach and we headed to NTU.

We're in the Open category!
gasp!
but maybe it was for the better because
the secondary cat had so many restrictions.
BUT our competitors are tough to beat!
AH!
MAGNUM! ACES!
out of the 9 teams we'll be the 3rd to perform
for the heats at toa payoh stadium(ppl are welcome to support me.haha)
and 5 will be chosen for the finals!
STRESSFUL!

But whatever it is wee'll put up a good show aye!
GO! FLY! SHINE! ADSATRA!
whoohoo!

i've been doing tuck jumps so i can do the toe touch in the air.
omg. HAHAHA.

and to YOU if you're reading this
ILU I REALLY DO.
<33333333333.

2006-02-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

"I'm a bastard".
you downright are!
*sticks out middle finger.
UGHH!
If i could,
i would transport you all the way up to the tellytubby hill
wrap you up in masking tape or duct tape,
and with a fucking hard kick,
i will watch with pleasure as you
roll down like a bigg fatt sauusage!

MYGAWD! Cut as some slag pls!

skipped maths and econs lect today.
I feel so guilty.someone arrest me pls.
LAME i know you frickdiots.
HAHAHA..yeah i WASNT
i'm getting TIRED OF SCHOOL lar.
KILL MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

So i alighted from the train today
was smiling as i was stepping out of it..
because VICTOR always make me smile and feel happy and
blablablabla...*ROLLS EYES
HAHAHAHAH...
then this guy thought i was smiling at him..
and he smiled back like an idiot from ear to ear.
I was like WTF? and looked somewhere else..
Went down the escalator...
he turned and
smiled at me again.
I pretended not to notice.
Got out of the station..
he turned to me and smiled like a frickin gay faggotAGAIN
By then i grew quite annoyed and walked away quickly.
I WASNT SMILING AT YOU FAG! like what theeee heelll.
HAHAHAHAHAH....

THIS IS SOO RANDOM

i need to sleep.

2006-01-31T06:15:00.000-08:00

so um,i went to coach's house on sat for CNY.There were ricca,ricca's younger brother,sabrina,po lun,peiyi,justin,jafni,derrick and wilson.Played some cards which i didnt play and watched some ESPN cheerleading video.Those american kids could do toe touch,back flips,liberties and stuff.The most annoying part is they made it all look so simple and we felt so effin USELESS.Jafni was being his ass-holic and sickening self.But somehow we all had a good laugh.HAHAHA.Oh,there was this HUGEE and i mean really huge like humongous altar at coach's house right smack in the middle of the living room.We were all awed by it.Okay maybe only me,sabby and ricca were.We were practically staring at it.lol.Coach's a christian so we guessed her parents are buddhists? Then today went to mr chow's house.Hanafie,zhenyi,jo,kat,wilson,lee yen and li hui.His son is so adorable.He eats and eats and eats.HAHA.Had dinner with Syafiq,Hanafie,zhenyi,lee yen,li hui and zhenyi.while waiting for syafiq to arrive we went to cold storage to buy hanafie's deodarant.Lesson learnt: Never buy deodarant whenever's maisarah's around.lol.I sprayed almost all the deodarants available on the shelves on him!(including the femaalee oness)He smelt sooo WEIRD i could've puked. LOL.

I feel so sick after eating KFC.*pokes finger into throat.
HAHAHHAAHA.kiddding peeepeees.

ACK.It's commiiingg sooon.I can feel it. i feel disgusting.

blah.school tomorrow.*wails.

oh,i've watched the first three episodes of season 3 of the OC!
i love summer's character.She's like so bimbotic.You can just laugh at her stoopidity.Like gosh she doesnt even know what ostracize means?HAHAH.spell bimbo pls?Plus she's hot that i wanna turn lesbian.HA-HA-HA.

i'm done here.skittles.

2006-01-27T06:24:00.000-08:00

Sleep in splendour while your dreams are whispering.
Come on and catch me. Try and catch me.
I noticed at times like these I feel about a million miles away.
I never believed in me, I think its time to start.
boredom strikes and i have the urge to update.
HAHA.

i'm like listening to ashlee simpson right effin now.
gosh.Yes,sometimes i do listen to her AWFUL VOICE.
Like wtf? i know.HAHAHA.
i think it's sexxy.LMAO.
alriteys,now you shitheads know an embarrassing fact about me.
okay okay,now i'm listening to blood brothers.

Chinese new year celebration in school.
SOMEONE had to dance! HAHAHA.
Cute!cute!cute!
*beeeeeeaaaaaaaamssss
but the jumping over the girl and stick was FUNNY!
Sorry dear I had to laugh.
LMAO! =P
Going to KL for 3 days hurr.
I’m gonna MU like shit.
HAHA.

Went town after school with the dearest bf to collect his ipod.
A gift ey dear? They were fooled! And you got a brand new one!
LOL!Ate lunch but his stomach was being a bitch.HAHA.I called Hafiz to ask where he was,thinking I could meet him earlier before watching the Indonesian band at esplanade.But he was on his way to NYJC to watch sheriff rehearse? So after much contemplation I decided to tag along.Oh here’s something funny.

Me and him were in the lift.Shariff called my handphone.

Me: Hello? ( it was rather loud)
-----SILENCE ON THE OTHER END OF THE PHONE----
Me:Hello? Hello? What the hell?
-----AGAIN,SILENCE ON THE OTHER END OF THE PHONE----
Me:( turns to victor)
Victor: (looks at me in disbelief)There’s no reception in the lift you idiot.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Ohmygosh.And yes there were people in the lift.
I can be so spasttiiiiccc! Like oh-my-gosh!
ROFL!!!

Okay enough of ridiculing myself.
So then apparently I was very late and in the end I didn’t go.
Real Sorry for making you guys wait.

meeting my frail and pitiful grandfather tmr for lunch.
so much childhood memories with him.
=)

I can never get enough of you.
<3

till then,bye.
=)

2006-01-21T00:49:00.000-08:00

Hanafie was walking down the stairs from LT3
then...

ME: (loudly and enthusiastically) HELLO!

A police officer happened to walk past at that instant.

policeofficer: (CONFIDENTLY) HI!

ME:Err...

Me and Sabrina waited for him to walk away
then...

ME+Sabrina:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!.....

OMYGOOSHIES.I swear me and sabrina couldnt stop laughing
our tits off.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

that happened this morning.ME,Sab and Ricca(didnt make it in the end because she felt sick) had to lead a warm up exercise for the Northern Youth challenge.We used last year's ACES DAY workout.HAHA.The secondary school kids managed to do the first warm up but gave up on the 2nd one because it was too complicated.HAHAHA.

I'm like mentally and physically drained.

Yesterday,after practice went to eat at KFC with ricca and jafni but i didnt eat .The dearest bf came later and jafni left.Me,him and ricca sat outside civic.Talked crap and stuff till 10 plus before leaving.HAHAHA..

Oh last thursday went to NTU to support dear coach for her performance.It was upsetting because her hall couldnt compete in the inter-hall competition.One of the flyers was apparently injured the other day and coach had to take her place.But the performances by the cheerleading teams were AWESOME! It was definitely an eye-opener!
I love cheerleading with passion(if only i can channel this enthusiasm to my studies.haha)but i have to admit it leaves me drained at the end of it.Training has been very intensive and i'm exhausted.Plus the vigorous PE lesson in school is FUCKING TIRING!

i feel feverish.
shiit.

okay bye lovelies.

2006-01-16T06:02:00.000-08:00

i'm tired.

i love this song that is playing in my site now.
the woman's voice is soo soothing.
HAHA.

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

Chorus:
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...

here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you

Chorus:
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...

i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't

2006-01-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

today didnt feel like friday.
HAHA.
i dont know why.
HAHA.
so after school went out to eat
with the boyfriend at delifrance at CWP.
i shall not say what happened
HAHAHAHA.

then went back to school for cheerleading.
The J1s are fast learners!
today's training was FUN!
Ended the session with the J1s around 7pm.
Then us the seniors decided to stay..
so me,ricca,jamie and wani(not in cheerleading)
had fun doing cartwheels.
HAHAHAHAHA
BLOODY SHIT IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY.
I NEARLY DIED LAUGHING AT HOW WE BEHAVED.
NONSENSICAL!
but i enjoyed every moment of it.

walked to causeway point with
ricca,sabrina,justin,jafni and jafni's SJI friend
who's in cheerleading now.
he needs to work out i tell you.
HAHAH.
all of them left,leaving me and ricca
we were walking and what do you know..
i saw two familiar faces!
hahaha..
Hafiz
and shamsul(forever in his NCC uniform.NCC FREAK!)
HAHAHA...
so we waited for hafiz's best friend to pass her food!
HAHAHA.
After that hafiz felt so ecstatic.
HAHAHA. =P
went up to the comic shop but hafiz was to embarrassed to
get the thing he wanted.
i wonder what it is.
HAHAHA.
walked around while waiting for ricca's momsie to fetch her
we sat down at BK.
hafiz made me look DUMB.
thanks a LOT!
HAHAHAHA

ohkay i'm tired.

BYE.

2006-01-11T04:41:00.001-08:00

i feel WEIRD today.

blah.blah.blah.blah.fuck.shit.fuck.shit.
blah.shit.fuck.shit.fuck.

pardon me fellow readers for the crude language.
well i just feel like doing that here.

well wadever.dont like what you read just screw yourself.

everything feels weird today.EVERYTHING.

i just dont know why.

sometimes i just think too much.

well fuck whatever.

today training with the J1 kids.
we did elevator with them.
they are so fuckingly priviledged to that on the first
day of their training.
oh two of them fell on my head.
retribution i guess because i always lend on justin's or jafni's head.

HAHA.

well bye.

2006-01-10T00:26:00.000-08:00

My internet's back!
whoohoo!
turned out MOMSIE plugged the wires into the
broadband box thingy(whatever it's called),
WRONGLY.
HAHA.

First PE lesson yesterday
was fucking tired.
reached home,bathed and SLEPT till the next day.

so today is Hari Raya Haji.
i had no MOOD whatsoever to go to my grandparents' houses.
i mean HARI RAYA just past and here we are meeting again.
BORING.
HAHAHA.
luckily my parents didnt stay long if not i would have
died sitting down doing absolutely NOTHING.
hah.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND although
HE'S AN IRRITATING DICKHEAD MOST OF THE TIME.

HAHAHAH.

=P

byyyyeeeeeeeeee!

2006-01-07T21:07:00.000-08:00

my internet connection is currently down.blah
using my brother's laptop now in his room.
haha.

1 week of school just past.
hmmph.
The J1 kids look like boring people.
CCA fair on friday.
we got like 20plus sign ups.
there are boys but er they're not of strong built.
the malay girls are an eyesore
MINAH or WANNABES.
Me and ricca met up yest at esplanade library
to discuss the camp
we wanted to torture those wannabes and
show them that cheerleading is not about
parading the costumes you puny little bitches!
hahahahahaa...
we were mean! hahhahaa...

oh we were awed by the automatic door
and censor operated escalator!
LOL.funny funny.
we wanted to watch magnum force perform
but in the end we missed it because of
i shall not say the reason.
HAHAHAHAA.
it's embarrasing!
then went to marina aq bought famous amos cookies
then we met ricca's friend.
well er i dont know his name..
HAHAH,
i only know him as ricca's hiphop-ish friend.
HAHAHA.
we walked around aimlessly then went home

alright,till then bye.

2006-01-01T01:35:00.000-08:00

I cant wait to grow older.
free from the clutches of my parents
where i make my own decisions
and i dont have to seek permission to
do every single damn thing.blahhh.
school starts on TUESDAY.
somehow i look forward to it?
oh wells.
HELL starts next year.

i have not done a single hmwk.
how great.

with this attitude i might just go nowhere next year.
bloodyfuck.i hate feeling useless and stupid.

i procrastinate a lot.

SHIT.SHIT.

ugh.

sometimes i just hate myself.
Trying to live up to the ideal expectations,
get a degree,get my ass into a UNI,get a great job
and then i will lead a BLISSFUL LIFE.
ugh.so overrated.
THIS IS SO HARD.

can i be a 2 yr old dumb kid again?
where i still need someone to wash my ass after i poop?
pls? pretty pls?
haaaaahh.......

aaaaahhhhhh!

well bye kids.

2005-12-29T05:54:00.000-08:00

pictures! whoohoo!
courtesy of Gis! haha.
well she made an interesting story out of the pictures
well not exactly interesting but more of er spastic.
hahaha....
well i conveniently COPIED & PASTE from her blog.
thanks ah gis.
hahahah.

One fine day, Widad and Mai went for lunch. Maisarah ordered chicken rice.
Widad being cheapskate started stealing food..

Widad: *Wow! free food!!*
Mai : *Bloody hell..steal my food -rolls eyes-*

Widad: Use hand use hand
Mai: I block i block
Widad: -Sulk-
Mai: -Grins-
So the rivalry began...

A photographer walked past and thought they would be interesting specimens
to add to his collection so she asked them to pose for the photo.So they posed...

and posed...

and posed..

Mai: Ooh...chicken wing..me eat
Widad: I snatch i snatch

Mai: Bloody hell... I'll beat you ..Hahahaha

Widad: .....
Widad: I'm emo
A passerby was so embarassed by all these she covered her face

i realised something..
the story doesnt flow.
HAHAHAHA.

some of the parts were taken off because i got lazy.
to host the pictures myself.
hehe.

TODAY! TODAY!
i watched king kong!
that mighty beast died in the end.
how sad. haha..
i dragged someone out of his pig sty
to go out with me
and him being sucha sweetheart knowing
i sounded pathetic missing him too much,
sweeetly agreed to go out with me!
hahahahaha...

yes dear i love this picture of you
because you look so *melts.
hahahaa....
i love you so-so-so much!
=)))))

okay bye lovelies

2005-12-27T06:10:00.000-08:00

Gisela Goh Shi ya's back in town!
everyone Scream!!
yar rite...who cares about gisela in singapore
other than her wonderful friends..
Maisarah bte abdul ghani and
widad hatini bte mohd jamil.
HAHAHAHAH
okay okay.
so met widad after her date with the policemen
at woodlands NPC
NOTICE policeMEN not policeMAN.
gosh widad.
LMAO.
then went to her house just for a while
i was thirsty and she insensitively gave me
a drink i loathe,CHRYSANTHEMUM TEA??!!!
dude! you nearly poisoned me!!
but anyways the drink was cold so i drank it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
so we were contemplating whether to go BUGIS.
because..
one has backache and the other well apparently was
dressed in shorts and tshirt aka market wear and lazy
HAHAHAHAHAH.
so called gis..and she finally agreed on Bugis because i said this
"what can you do in causeway point??! you tell me!!"
hahaha...
so me and widad did something horrible while waiting for her.
we had a traumatising experience OHMYGOD.
the pain we went thru` gis you will never know.
HAHAHAHAHAH...
so in the end we got too fuckingly lazy to go bugis.
and i had to call gis and she was cursing right back at me
and repeating the exact same lines above.
LMAO.
we had a NICEEE TIMEEE at causeway point didnt we my friends?
hahahahaaa....
i was a SAD SOUL because those two retards were poking fun at me.
the short innocent one. hahahahahhaha.....
they were saying at how they would rejoice and party upon my death
oh plus picturing me making love and giving birth???!!!!
how did this come about??!!
the FUN part was we took SPASTIC PICTURES!!
will post them up sooooooonnn!!!!!!!!
where is that gisela!!

byebye lovelies.
i love every single one of you.
HAHAAHAH.

2005-12-26T01:33:00.000-08:00

went to watch Narnia!
oh i love it!
the whole magic-ky feeling. HAHA.
watched it with mrjackass alsoknownass hafiz
because apparently his best friend cldnt make it
and i was the unlucky one he picked and so
happened to be free today!
HAHAHAHAHA :P
lucky widad was in malacca or i would have
gone out with her and i can imagine you
watching it all alone talking and laughing to your lone self
in the cinema and everyone wld have thought you were crazy
and called woodbridge.
HAHAHAHA.
so bought the tickets then ate at Buger King.
Hafiz took a picture of my fingers using his hp
and omygosh my fingers look like those
of a skeleton's! spookieoukie! hahaha..
we had 1 and a half hour before the movie started
i think we spent like an hour in BK talking NONSENSE.
waddya expect? talking to hafiz? hahahahhaha....
After the movie,on the way out of CWP we saw this
particular girrrl. hush-hush-hush.shhh..
hahahhaaha
ohmygooshiess i cant believe what hafiz told me!
i am gonna have the worst kind of nightmare tonight!
*runs away screaming like a fucktard.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh someone said thiis,
"i have boobs"
and that person is not a girl.
everyone *gasp!
and the worst part is they are way bigger
than my hoo-hoos.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

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Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

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you'll be a memory

2005-12-23T22:48:00.000-08:00

xmas dinner with the cheerleaders
at seoul garden yesterday!
justin;me&theBF;ricca,peiyi;Coach&herBF,berwyn;latha&herBF.
names in order of arrival.grr.i was early. hahah
sadly,sabrina couldnt join us somthing sudden cropped up at home. :(
Most of them are overseas now.i hope we can have a real proper gathering nxt year;all present.
ate,talked,laughed,x-changed gifts.
i got coach's gift; an adidas wallet.
peiyi gt mine.
all left.
me&theBF,justin and berwyn went to play pool.
well i didnt play because i er..i just dont know
simply because i think i look dumb-er poking those balls.
lol.i know weird.yayaya... :P

2005-12-22T02:45:00.000-08:00

why do you behave like that?
why cant you just communicate?
Don't you know it makes things all easier just by
talking it out with her?
I dont get you.That's what you call controlling?
to hell with it.
It's called MANAGEMENT.
Stop behaving like a woman!
Sometimes i hate you but that feeling is wrong.
I know i should appreciate all the things you have done
for us and I DO.
But why can't you be normal?
The way you behave torments her.
Why can't you just get along?
somehow i don't look up to you.
simply because you contradict your saint self.
how i wished you were normal.

2005-12-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

01> Do you like to sneeze? Erm.NO?
.02> Do you consider yourself "popular"? ou.ee.ah.i dont know. haha
.03> What is your special talent? talking to myself without laughing. hahah.???
.04> If you could kick one person out of the one person in the world who would it be? my dad.
.05> Are you unhappy with your life right now? hmm.am i ?
.06> Have you ever taken a crap in a public restroom? HELL YESS.
.07> Have you ever performed in any type of talent show? yupyup.performing with my cheersqaud=best memories! =)
.08> Have you ever been arrested or gone to Juvi? i am a saint. hahahah.
.09> What's your favorite Xanga smiley?the smiley face? hahah.
.10> What's your favorite color out of magenta, aqua, and violet? magenta
.11> Do you think you're "dumb"? SOMETIMES.
.12> Do you know any geniuses? MYSELF. hahha.
.13> Have you ever been dared to lick a toilet seat? EEW.NO and never will i might get aids.
.14> Have you ever stayed up all night? NO.i have very low energy level.
.15> Are you interested in the European culture? erm yeah?
.16> Do you like your English teacher? Err...depends on the situation.Mr paully can be nasty at times.hmmph
.17> Have you ever had a food fight? yuppppppp.
.18> Are you currently dating someone? uh-huh.
.19> Have you ever been in love? i am NOW. hahah. =)
.20> Are you bisexual or gay/lesbian? REFER TO ANS ABOVE.
.21> Are you homophobic? {meaning, scared of bisexuals and/or gay/lesbians} yeah.they make me cry.
.22> What is the lamest CD you own?singapore's local band pug jelly.i dunnoe what possesed me.they SUCKED.hahaha
.23> Have you ever met a famous person? Who? mm..let's besides myself...ouu i met utt and ashlee simpson(i am not kidding) hahaha
.24> Who is your idol? thomas matthew delonge
.25> Have you ever eaten mud? NO.that's just like eating my own shit.
.26> Have you ever gone up and hugged a random person? no i keep my tits to myself.hahahaha.wtf.sorry.
.27> Are you a "band geek"? huh?
.28> Have you ever dated your friends x-boyfriend/girlfriend? NO.
.29> Have you dirty danced with anyone? the tree near my house.
.30> Have you seen the movie 'Mean Girls'? haha.yeah love it.
.31> Are you like the character Regina George from 'Mean Girls'? i forgot which character she is.haha
.32> Are you a sarcastic person? am i?
.33> Would you say that you're attractive? ouu...eee...ahhhh.....
.34> Do you think you're ugly? hahahaha.
.35> Are you comfortable in your own skin? like yarhhh...
.36> Is there anywhere you have to be right now? no.but i do want to be somewhere =(
.37> Aren't you supposed to be doing homework? lol.oops i have hmwk??
.38> Have you eaten any pizza in the last 4 hours? nah-uh
.39> What is your favorite cartoon? mr spongebob squarepants
.40> What's your lucky number? i do not know.
.41> Do you like to read? ho ho ho NO
.42> How many siblings do you have? 5.
.43> Do you live in a castle? obviously not.
.44> Do you believe in Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny, the Tooth Fairy, and leprachauns? nopey nopes
.45> Do you believe in magic? hmm....
.46> Am I asking weird questions? yessss
.47> Have you ever eaten a sub sandwich with olives, cucumbers, mustard, and lettuce? subway is not HALAL.hahaha
.48> What do you like better: Quizno's or Sub Way? NEITHER
.49> What is your current mood? normal?
.50> Do you like my surveys?I AM BOREDDD.ROARRR.

2005-12-17T05:59:00.000-08:00

special thanks to the best friend,
WIDAD HATINI BTE MOHD JAMIL
for accompanying me today.
yes dude see BEST FRIEND.
i'm acknowledging you here.
hey you should be honoured you know
i've never acknowledeged anyone as my
BEST FRIEND;not even any of my girlfriends in
secondary school.
HAHAHA.
I am not kidding.
=))

thanks muchos for putting up with my
1.Spastism
2.retardness
3.more retardness
4.plus more retardness.
HAHAHAHAH.

Sumo! want a ride in my taxi?
Heel-socks!
Tumis not tumit! you cookoo!
oh she scraped her eyebrow!
LOL!

oh! oh! and my fickle mind!
hahaha.woops.

what are friends for right?
=)

oi gisela Goh! ( i forgot you chinese name.LOL)
come back!

then we can have TRIPLE THE FUN!!

HAHAHA.

<3333333333333333!!!>
i miss i miss i miss i miss!!!

2005-12-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

i am like bored right now.
two days ago was my 2nd boyfriend,
thomas matthew delonge's birthday
and he turns 30!
wow he's old.
HAHAH.
but he's still as sexxy even
when he turns old,wrinkly & saggy.
HAHAH.

So in the morning someone made me look dumb.
TWICE.
Thanks a lot boyfriend.HAHAHA.
IMU!!
=)

then i went to trim my hair,made it thinner.
i loove it now.
heh.

you're the first.

<33333.

2005-12-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

habez: haha. my informants tell me that on the 12th Dec, monday, someone was at cineleisure memotecking. haha. (go find out what that means) hahahaha. i have eyes all over the world. bewarned. heh

HAHA.eh fucker,tell me!tell me! I know you hate me but dont have to stalk me alrite.LMAO.

whoo! Had cheerleading prac just now and waddya know i feel soo GOOOD.
*Exhalessss.ahhh...
HAHAH. Like finally my whole body is energized.
i came around 9 and not a single soul was there except Latha.
Then jafni & deryck came.
Deryck was like " oh,get away from me!"
Jafni," eh you're cured??"
followed by justin " eh ms pox! you're cured?!"
HAHA.i was like wth?!
It's not as if i have SARS.hurhur.
Everyone was LATE as per normal.hah.
so me & latha decided to run 3 rounds round the track.
Mrs oh came & we worked out in the gym.
Slowly sabrina,Rinna,Coach & Ricca came.
We stretched and stuff.
Then started on the stunts.
SHOULDER STAND.OMFG.
i got up on jafni & my legs wobbled like jello.
Everyone had the chance to try so it was cool!
When it was my turn to do the elevator twist up(i forgot wat it's called)
it was soo funny!! HAHA.
oh but but in the end i manage to do the shoulder stand on justin!
it was soo cool i soo wanna do it again.what an accomplishment!
Whooo i fleww so highh!!
but it was hilarious when i landed on his head a few times. LOL.
Latha did the liberty.omg.she's got balls.i would have peed high up there.
scary okay.omg.i dont have the guts yet.
I MUST HAVE THIS MENTALITY THAT I WONT FALL!!!
urgh.but it's soo difficult!! haha.
finally we did this back tuck flip ( not sure whether tat's what it's called haha)
we flipped with the help of the guys.
it was FUN! FUN! FUN!
i love trainings but it always leaves me exhausted at the end of it.
oh and today was the last training! damn.
but i cant wait for camp next year! we're recruting the J1s!
how exciting can that be.HAHA.

WTH?! she's good.

NICE.ngee ann poly's magnum force.
www.magnumforce.cjb.net
they're good.

this is the best one i ever did! hahah!

2005-12-10T20:09:00.000-08:00

hmmph.bored.i shall update!

okay so had my class chalet.It was relatively F-U-N! In the morning went to Kat's house to clean and pack the seafood stuff for bbq.I learnt how to clean squids!haha! i bet you dont hah! Amazingly kat knows.Then jo came.Wilson had to clean the hamsters' cages,he got bitten and he was told to vacuum the house(well not the whole house)by kat! HAHA.Slacked while waiting for my dear victor to arrive.We had so much stuff to carry! We then left in his godbrother's car.It was squeezy at the back but i didnt mind because..heheh. =)
HAHAH!It was jo's & me first visit to a CHALET! how interesting! AHAHAHA.yeah go on laugh.The whole place was alien to us.HAHA.

so the first game we played was TWISTER! hahah.It was hilarious.I nearly died laughing.HAHA.Clayton,Cedric & syafiq played the first game.Followed by kat&wilson;Me&victor.Well,we LOST.HAHAH.I shall not say what forfeit i had to perform on him (go figure.hahahaha!)which wilson came up with!that ass!After that we played card games..HEARTATTACK! (that game is soo primary school! hahah) plus a few other retarded card games.HAHAH.Had loads of laughters. =) For dinner we ordered pizza! Jo is funny.She hates cheese but she eats pizza which is overlaid with tons of cheese provided you dont tell her there's cheese on it and if you do she'll pluck out the topping plus cheese on it and just eat the plain bread! hahaha! very puzzling! i dont get her.hahah.Then at night played a prank on jo's brother's chalet.It was suppose to be a MURDER SCENE.Hanafie was the corpse.We even had real blood all over cuz one guy(jo's friend) cut himself coincidentally at the moment.The funny thing was the girls believed it! They were frantic i tell you!LOL.they even cried.omg.

uhhmm.i am getting tired typing.HAHAHA....

On the 2nd day..I HAD CRAMPS!djaoufioajfnasfhoiasjfkaj! DAMN SUCKY!! it spoilt my fuckin mood.
They played pepsi cola at the beach.oh saw sabrina(apparently her class was having chalet) and she joined in too.i couldnt take it so went back to chalet to rest.Woke up and we all ate out.They were contemplating whether to go Escape or wild wild wet. but my cramps got worst! ahhh! Few hours later jia lin;irene came and we went out to roller blade;cycle! Alvin came and we played Frisbee!

BBQ! lee yen,zhenyi,david & ariff came.Celebrated claytons birthday! He discovered our plan to waterbomb him! In the end we all ended up bombing one another.WTH! Thanks to jia lin soon we started spreading the cake on each other! wah!!
But it was funnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!

well i had thought the whole class bonded! hahaha.Plus i get to spent to whole days with you! =)))

yesterday went out with jo & kat.It was fun going out with them.Shall go out with them again!=) we did something cheapo! but cant say here.All i can say is the digicam is an ingenious invention! no we didnt take neoprint using digicam but we did something else.hahahaa
i cant stop laughing.

wow.long entry.okay bye kiddies.
<3

2005-12-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

HAHA.okay.
so i made another blog.
well i know widad i keep changing
and it irritates the hell out of your sorry ass!
HAHAHA.

so i've decided to make it public since
since i should let my
dear handsome boyfriend,
victor joseph francis.
read it!
( i bet you are so honoured reading this.HAHAHAHA!)
:P

I made the layout
And I think it’s hott.
HAHAHAHA.
Wtf.

Anyway I am lazy to update about today.
HAHAH.

But but I love you!
=)

rediscover

2005-12-02T03:12:00.000-08:00

i've decided not to use xanga.
HAHA.